Sermon manuscript:
Jesus said, “Whoever would save his
life will lose it, but whoever loses his life on account of me will save it.”
Back home on the farm it was not uncommon for kittens to be
born around this time of year. The momma cats liked the hay mow of our barn.
The old bales of hay and straw provided nooks and crannies for secluded little
dens. We kids liked to find these newborn kittens and tame them. The kittens
were terrified at first. Their fur would be sticking out and their claws
extended, but eventually they would trust you. You could tell when your job was
done when the kitten would start to purr while lying on your lap.
The image I would like to bring to your mind is perhaps one
you’ve experienced. Sometimes these kittens would be a few weeks old before we
would find them. Kittens grow up quickly. These older kittens would want to run
away, but if they couldn’t, they would fight back. They were still quite
helpless, but they wanted you to believe they were far from helpless. They
would puff out their fur, arch their backs, growl, and make that weird spitting
sound with their mouths as they would strike out with their paws.
This was quite intimidating. The kittens were quite
harmless, but they made me think twice. It was 99% bluffing. If the kitten were
facing a real enemy, all this play-acting would be futile. All the enemy would
need to do is snatch the kitten up in its jaws, and that would be the end of
that.
Human beings can be like those bluffing kittens when it
comes to things that are stronger than us. Sin is much stronger than us. I wish
we could always and easily tell sin to take a hike, but sin often gets the
better of us. Our guilt is stronger than us. We accumulated so much guilt by our
evil deeds. The devil is stronger. Death is stronger. We are quite helpless. We
are like kittens.
However, it is not uncommon to think we can somehow defeat
these enemies. If we bristle out our fur, arch our backs, and strike out, maybe
we’ll be left alone. With sin and guilt, for example, the most common strategy
is simply to forget about them. As time passes, the pangs of conscience lessen,
but does forgetfulness really make our sin go away? Does shutting our eyes or
pulling the blanket over our heads make the monster go away?
Another strategy for dealing with sin and guilt is to fight
back. Maybe God’s commandments are old fashioned or impractical. Maybe you
couldn’t live the life that you want to live and still keep God’s commandments.
God wants us to be happy, doesn’t he? “Live and let live” is great advice for a
certain kind of peaceable life. However does this make sin and guilt go away?
Maybe our conscience is soothed for yet another day, but the enemy remains.
The strategies regarding death can be similar. Nothing is
more common than ignoring death. Put it out of mind so that you can more fully
embrace whatever good might be coming your way. This sounds like good advice, and
maybe it has its place, but does it make death go away?
Or maybe instead of taking death seriously we can celebrate life.
Hopefully the person in question is good enough so that we can celebrate. Hopefully
they didn’t commit any gross sins—at least not publicly. Hopefully they were
only guilty of the common and respectable sins that church people commit.
Otherwise it might feel strange to celebrate. But, in any case, what does it
matter? It is all for nothing. Even with all this bragging and story telling the
person remains quite dead. A few short decades later, they will be quite forgotten.
In all our dealings with these forces we are like
defenseless kittens. We do what we can. We put on a show. But nothing can
really be done. It’s all play-acting. It’s all bluffing. Our very real enemies have
us in their jaws whether we make a fuss or not.
I think this might help us better understand a statement of
Jesus’s that can be quite enigmatic otherwise. He said on one occasion: “Whoever would save his life will lose it, but however loses
his life on account of me will save it.” We might think that we have no
other choice than to playact and to bluff. We have to cope somehow. But if we
commit ourselves to these strategies for dealing with these very real enemies,
then we will have a very different savior in our minds than Jesus—and what a
pathetic Savior it is too. A kitten pretending to be a tiger? By trying to save
our own life we will lose it.
But what is the alternative? The alternative is to believe
in Jesus. However, this belief will be under the cross. That means we will be
in unfavorable conditions and will suffer loss. As Jesus said, “Whoever would save his life will lose it, but however loses
his life on account of me will save it.” We must lose our life with
Jesus. What does that mean? It means that we allow whatever nasty enemies who
have invaded our comfy little den to bite and devour us, while believing, at
the same time, that they will not be triumphant. Though they do their worst—though
they have me in their jaws—I will prevail because my God is for me and not
against me. God will save me when the time is right even if I should end up in
their gullet, in the belly of a large fish, or in a den of lions.
Let’s apply this to the enemies we’ve already talked about. There
are a lot of ways to cope with sin, but Jesus is the only one way to be victorious.
Repent and believe the good news that Jesus is the Savior of sinners. But even
when we have done this, sin remains a powerful enemy. I wish that we Christians
could become so strong that we could always tell sin to take a hike, but we
aren’t. Seasoned Christians know that the devil has very good aim with his
poisoned arrows. He can find the gap in our armor so that we fall into sin
quite against our will.
Our situation with death is very similar. Try as we might,
we can’t avoid it. This is true for Christians and non-Christians alike. We all
die. The difference with Christians is that we believe Jesus when he says: “I am the resurrection and the life. Whoever believes in me
will live even though he dies, and whoever lives and believes in me will never
die.” The first part of that statement is clear enough. We believe that
even if we should die, yet we will live because we will be resurrected. But
what about the second part when he says, “Whoever lives
and believes in me will never die?” The apostles died. Christians for
two thousand years have died. Did none of those live and believe in him?
No. They were believers. And they didn’t die—not really.
They died in the belief that this slight momentary affliction of death would
last but a little while; salvation comes with the morning. Sometimes the New
Testament calls death a sleep. When we go to sleep at night we do not fall
asleep with horror. We know that the morning is coming. Not only will we wake
up, but we will even feel refreshed and energized. So it is with those who die
with faith in Jesus, the resurrection and the life.
Unfortunately, those who really will die are like foolish
kittens who think that they can save themselves by playacting. They think they
can stave off death or come to terms with it. They think memories or
celebrations can make the person live on in some sense. This posturing and fuss
and bother are as insubstantial as smoke. They don’t know how strong their
enemy is. Imagine the horror the kitten feels when their show doesn’t work, but
they find themselves in the jaws nonetheless. That is death.
I understand perfectly why people do playacting. It can seem
like the only recourse we’ve got. It can seem defeatist to admit anything is
stronger than us. We are told always to fight, and for good reason. We don’t
want to be in those jaws. Playacting is a way to convince ourselves that we
need not be in those jaws. The kitten is desperate not to be picked up because
it doesn’t know what might happen. One thing is sure: it will lose control.
In order to be a Christian we must lose control, so to
speak. We must put ourselves and our futures into the hands of a God who has
told us that he has our best interests in mind even as we are going through
painful or scary circumstances. And this is not like a fairy tale where the
enemy is no more and can no longer hurt us. It will be like that in heaven, but
not until then. The apostles said this plainly. They said, “It is only through many hardships that we will enter the
kingdom of God.” We kittens have many enemies and their teeth are sharp.
However, we have hope! Even if we should die, yet shall we live, and declare
the praises of the Lord.
On Good Friday it is fitting to think about our enemies such
as sin and death, which are more powerful than we are. Good Friday and Easter show
us that Jesus is more powerful than sin and death. However, Jesus saves in a
very special way. He doesn’t ignore sin and death. He doesn’t go around them.
He doesn’t go over them or under them. He goes through them. The jaws clamped
on him, just as they clamp on us. However, what looked like defeat, proved to
be victory.
The same thing is true for us Christians. We cannot get rid
of sin. We cannot avoid death. We go through these things. They bite and gnash
with dreadful effects, but even while they are doing their worst, we believe
that we will be victorious and they will be defeated. Jesus will
see to that.
Jesus said, “Whoever would save his
life will lose it, but whoever loses his life on account of me will save it.”
Amen.